time to call for backup
i've gotten back results for three papers so far. a C, D and E. i can't think of anything i can spell given my grades. CEDAR without the R? COED isn't a word proper. chinese oral was awful so i shall not waste more words on it.
so she goes on whining about how her life is messed up and how it's always her who has to suffer blah blah blah and the blame almost always seems to fall on me. and more crap about me not making time for her and her always sacrificing her time for me. in the first place she doesn't ask me out, it's always me suggesting places to go. she asks all her other hot blooded male friends out and then when they don't go out with her, she gets pissed and starts heaving fault at me for her non existant 'life'. just a few days ago she asked yan and/or randall out, and they declined, probably cause they're facing the same mental agony i am from being in this banana stress boat. following her rejection, she comes to already-joy-deprived me, and whines about me never making time for her. fuck she didn't even ask me out in the first place. i dont really mind her going out with others but this is just too much.
if that wasnt enough, she goes on about her two hour emo talk with ivan till two or three in the morning. and waking up later at 5 to go to school, she complains to me that she always feels tired and sick. natural response : "you need more sleep". of course to her talking on the microphone wire plastic box takes priority over her sleep and she explains how it's NOT the lack of sleep but some ass flu. then another bout of hinting how wonderful the talk was.
sometimes i think she enjoys making me feel that im wrong, that im a horrible person. but really, i just want to help her, if only she'd stand up for herself a bit more.
not forgetting that on thursday she came down to vj and watched floorball. she didn't tell me she was coming. i was out at tanjong katong road's pizza hut interviewing some nice fellas for my pw. what bad thing could happen you ask? when i asked her why she didnt tell me she was in vj, she sarcastically said that i had better things to do with my time than be with her. OH YEAH the pizza hut man is so much more pleasing than her. gee if i didnt know she were in MY school, how on earth would i have gone to accompany her?
i am still suffering the anguish of bad results despite studying my hardest EVER. i have little energy left to argue with anyone.
talking to hoon can really educate. the serenity of chung cheng's campus and the company of a friend. something i havent experienced in a while.
francis says that ms fong came down to vj on ip open house day. she said she was interested in teaching ip students. maybe i'll see her here next year, maternity clothes and all. i've yet to thank her for my biology 'success'.